In parting, the widow made a long speech, from which much becomes clear. Speech leads the publication 59.ru.
“It was hard for him for the past three years, it was very difficult for him. I always tried to support him and repeatedly said:“ Seryozha, maybe you have to leave, free someone if he wants it. ”He has this work … He told me that his heart will break now.
But this week he did not say that. He told me that everything went well. He came to completely different Sergey. Some kind of drooping, with small shoulders, although he is a sports man, he said to me: “Forgive me.”
Lord, I came for 20 minutes later. If I had come before, I would not allow this. I do not need these titles or money – I need him. I love him very much. Such a decent, honest person. You know how decent he was. We don’t really like these …
This week I have not seen him from Monday on Wednesday. In three days he slept for six hours.
They write that he did it for me … Do not say that. (Crying.) We would have coped with him, I asked him to retire, everything would be fine. I could never even think that I would be left alone. He loved us madly. What they write is nonsense! We had a good friendly family. And everyone has domestic problems.
He was strong, something broke inside him. Apparently, he could no longer. They did something with him. I’ll tell you, sometimes there were such collisions on him, he was simply finished off. But he just did not give up. I am sorry that he did so.
I was behind him as behind the wall, and this wall is impenetrable. He could always protect me, hide, hug me. And now there is no such wall.
My colleagues are writing to me now. They write from Irkutsk, where he worked. They recall how they escorted him here. It turns out he taught them how to work.
Recently, he went into himself, or something. He told me: “I probably will die of all that fell on me. I no longer have the strength. ” I told him: “Seryozha, we can handle it, everything will be fine. Let’s retire. ”
He was always and everywhere with his guys. He did not sit in his office, closing himself. He always traveled first.
I do not know how to live without him. Apparently, I have long wanted to tell it all, it became easier for me.
Recently, we have seen little, just was almost not at home. He was in the service. He served until the last. And this last event that happened, it all overlapped, nerves, it should not have happened, it is not him. It was as if someone told him. Because he even wrote a note, he asked God to forgive him. I left me nothing. “
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