“Everything around it looks as artificial as in a dream, as if I observe the actions of my shell from 3 faces. The day is a repetition of the past, it all starts with a ringing in my head. It was always difficult to communicate with people, their emotions are not clear. The secret, since the elementary school, I realized that I like to cause pain to people. I suffered, fear on my faces, I understood these emotions, because they were sincere. It came to suppress the desire to destroy everything around me, but I realized that not I can exist like this if I hadn’t done it now, then in the future I would have killed someone anyway. It was impossible to stop, as I said, it didn’t matter to me who to kill and in what way, my relatives and friends could not I would have to do anything, I could deceive any doctor of a psychiatrist, the only thing that could stop me-death, since it is close.
No matter how much I sleep, the dream does not add energy. As I am tired. Generally overwhelms me, I want to destroy everything in my path, leave as much pain in this world, those whom I can’t kill, will be remembered for this day. I endured all the people around me all these years, only for this moment. I despise myself as well as all of you. How good it is that it will end soon. I can feel alive at least in these 10 minutes.
This day will be the most saturated day in my life, I will live it like many of you do not live my lives. I don’t know how many I can kill, but I will do everything to take as much as possible. I don’t give a damn about “popularity”, Although I understand perfectly well that the media, having learned the smell of the dead, will probably fly to the place like vultures. Well will they tell me a week or a month and forget, but I will lie in the grave, I will still be. ”
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An image of a suspect in an attack on the university appeared. He took a photo before the crime.
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